Side Effects

by Burningfield

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Hi. We are Burningfield. This is the thing that became a very important part of our lives. It reflects our feelings experienced during this year.

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Your attention - Side Effects.

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released December 28, 2016

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Track Name: Take Two
Nothing has changed
I just stopped to pretend
I still can fuckin' see
Fuckin' filth everywhere
I can't fall in love
I can't fall in love
Pills don't work
I must increase the dose

I tried to forgive
And I tried to forget
But all that I know -
I'm better off dead
Track Name: Side Effect
My hope is dead.

All I've ever done has fed my disease.
I've crossed the line of no return.
All I've ever done has fed my sickness,
My fucking life, I spoiled it all.
I wander in circles
Hoping to feel fit
Sewed up my eyes
And cut off the ears.
Attempts. Attempts. Attempts.
To change... To live on,
But all I'd fucking dream about
Was trampled into the dirt.

My head's being torn apart
From empty sounds and silhouettes.
Is this the way it ends
Or just a side effect?

Give me a fucking dose,
I don't want to be alive
'Cause everything I ever loved
Was full of shit and lies.
Another day, another night
Inside this poisoned world
More and more and fuckin' more
Makes me wish I was unborn.

Everything around is empty
The love I had to you was empty.
Are the things I used made this of me?
I've done this by myself

My head's being torn apart
From empty sounds and silhouettes.
Is this the way it ends
Or just a side effect?
Track Name: Insomnia
At the coldest night
While the city sleeps
I'm again left alone
With my questions and doubts
Still remember the days
When I used to be better

Before the first time when I
Sewed my soul from thousands of pieces.
Why did I got this way and why am I so often
Making the same mistakes?
Flickering light bulb over my head
And the cigarette smoke
As it's trying to squeeze some tears
Of my red eyes

It doesn't complaining about the life
I just want to feel myself better
Start to sleeping at night
And heal the scars that still fucking bleed

I've found myself closed
Behind the thousand doors
Without a little bit of forgiveness
Without any remorse

It doesn't complaining about the life
I just want to feel myself better
Start to sleeping at night
And heal the scars that still fucking bleed

I lived a loner and I will die alone
I lived a loner and I will die alone

Let me sleep

It doesn't complaining about the life
I just want to feel myself better
Start to sleeping at night
And heal the scars that still fucking bleed
Track Name: Grave
If I could take back
Every single day I've lost for that,
I'd rather kill myself
Than watch the lousy creature I became.

It's hard to pretend you are alive
When the rot inside hides under your skin.

My friends are dead.
My life is fake.
I'm left alone
With the devil in my head.
Great.

Fuck my name,
I am dead and all
And I will l humbly dig my grave
Accepted my own role.
I'm a pitiful slave of a poem
Which I'll never understand,
Exhausted by the war
Which I joined to never win

How many times
I tried to finish this monologue
Knowing that stopping to think
Wouldn't be enough.
Clinging for the hope
Like for the last gasp
I didn't notice that the room
Was filled with gas.
I didn't sleep
For twenty-seven days
I think I've lost
My fucking brains
I prayed to God
But he just doesn't gives a fuck.
I'm just another fool
Who gave everything for nothing,

Now when I have
Found my place in the grave
I have nothing
Left to save.

You cannot
Save me from myself.
The every step I've done
Was another step to the grave.