At the coldest night
While the city sleeps
I'm again left alone
With my questions and doubts
Still remember the days
When I used to be better
Before the first time when I
Sewed my soul from thousands of pieces.
Why did I got this way and why am I so often
Making the same mistakes?
Flickering light bulb over my head
And the cigarette smoke
As it's trying to squeeze some tears
Of my red eyes
It doesn't complaining about the life
I just want to feel myself better
Start to sleeping at night
And heal the scars that still fucking bleed
I've found myself closed
Behind the thousand doors
Without a little bit of forgiveness
Without any remorse
It doesn't complaining about the life
I just want to feel myself better
Start to sleeping at night
And heal the scars that still fucking bleed
I lived a loner and I will die alone
I lived a loner and I will die alone
Let me sleep
It doesn't complaining about the life
I just want to feel myself better
Start to sleeping at night
And heal the scars that still fucking bleed
credits
from Side Effects,
track released December 28, 2016
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