All I've ever done has fed my disease.
I've crossed the line of no return.
All I've ever done has fed my sickness,
My fucking life, I spoiled it all.
I wander in circles
Hoping to feel fit
Sewed up my eyes
And cut off the ears.
Attempts. Attempts. Attempts.
To change... To live on,
But all I'd fucking dream about
Was trampled into the dirt.
My head's being torn apart
From empty sounds and silhouettes.
Is this the way it ends
Or just a side effect?
Give me a fucking dose,
I don't want to be alive
'Cause everything I ever loved
Was full of shit and lies.
Another day, another night
Inside this poisoned world
More and more and fuckin' more
Makes me wish I was unborn.
Everything around is empty
The love I had to you was empty.
Are the things I used made this of me?
I've done this by myself
My head's being torn apart
From empty sounds and silhouettes.
Is this the way it ends
Or just a side effect?
credits
from Side Effects,
track released December 28, 2016
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