If I could take back
Every single day I've lost for that,
I'd rather kill myself
Than watch the lousy creature I became.
It's hard to pretend you are alive
When the rot inside hides under your skin.
My friends are dead.
My life is fake.
I'm left alone
With the devil in my head.
Great.
Fuck my name,
I am dead and all
And I will l humbly dig my grave
Accepted my own role.
I'm a pitiful slave of a poem
Which I'll never understand,
Exhausted by the war
Which I joined to never win
How many times
I tried to finish this monologue
Knowing that stopping to think
Wouldn't be enough.
Clinging for the hope
Like for the last gasp
I didn't notice that the room
Was filled with gas.
I didn't sleep
For twenty-seven days
I think I've lost
My fucking brains
I prayed to God
But he just doesn't gives a fuck.
I'm just another fool
Who gave everything for nothing,
Now when I have
Found my place in the grave
I have nothing
Left to save.
You cannot
Save me from myself.
The every step I've done
Was another step to the grave.
credits
from Side Effects,
track released December 28, 2016
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